Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Ouch.
Ok, I officially have to go to the eye doctor, b/c my vision sucks! I haven't had a problem w/it til this year. UGH. I hate it so. Anyway, just in sci fic class watching some old movie witch they are using a mirror of upside down manner to make them look like they are on the bottom side of a space ship sanding up. Anyway, so I just finished my linguistics midterm. Omg, I hope I passed. My gosh, who knew 9 questions could be so brutal. I have a spanish midterm next, and was gonna review w/a video I made a few years ago in a spanish class w/some friends, but I couldn't hold in my laughter, and since I'm in class I judged this wasn't a good idea... I'm gonna have to write a midterm paper tonight for anthropology. I guess I'll actually read the books, and the make a giant synopsis... Whatever....Oooh, the suspense in this movie is killing me.... there's a guy just a floating in space b/c he was stupid and disconnected his rope. I really don't remember the name of this movie but i think it was made in the 50s... So I'm wearing purple to support the anti gay bully thing. I know that sounds like it undermines it, but I'm just being very abrupt. On another note, I probably won't be able to go to college next semester for financial reasons, but it should be fine for the semester after that, so it's all good. Yet another note, it costs $1200 to get to Armenia at the cheapest. I'm gonna try to do the priceline negotiator thing and see if I can get something for $900. That's about it for now!
Sunday, October 17, 2010
firework fountain
So, lately my creativity has been spilling out exponentially. I don't know if this is because I'm in a new environment, or because I've been tacking it down a bit more lately. I'm so full of ideas! I'm pretty much always full of ideas, it's just how I am, but lately I've been wanting to do so much more! I'm still in the process of filling up my poetry book, and since I've been writing it down more, I guess my own words inspire me. Also, I've been chatting on a forum with people who talk about personality and cognitive functions, so this helps expand my range on what I know of people. This has inspired yet another idea I will talk to the psych dept about -- A Live Forum. People will walk in with about 10 convos going on with a computer and a giant notepad. Notepad will entitle the convo, and the computer will help serve as the internet access of regular forums, such as links to videos, articles, and the like to be projected for the group to see/hear. When the convo changes, the new topic will be posted as the new bullet on the board, if you want to leave your convo for that one, feel free to do so, that's what it's for. I believe it would be an awesome experiment. On another note, I haven't been drawing as much lately, oh well. Also, this whole I can't work out b/c I'm sick thing is getting really annoying. I want to get back to fencing!! Grr. WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....
So, those are some of my thoughts. My other ones go out to the bursar's office. Will I be able to finish the semester? The year? Can I get other loans? Can I admitted next year if I take a break? Next thing - I may get a job soon, yay! Amherst farmers supply as the part-time floater. as long as i'm getting some money i should be fine. next note - I've had random intermittent vomiting so I'll be taking a barium swallow soon and see what's going on in there. Lordy. Next thing.... I should prolly go to sleep soon but i just had 2 cups of coffee. Next thing, I found a lutheran church. Who knew that at a school with over 25000 students, that only 2-4 lutherans would actually attend church. Staggering results, I know. Proximo, I got a haircut, it's short. I like it, but don't think I'll be going this short again. I'll make the best out of it while it lasts though. That should be it for today. Well, yes, there's still a lot on my mind I would like to express, but that would be a rather long blog post wouldn't it? I guess it does make up for about the month I've missed...
[Bai][Bai]
So, those are some of my thoughts. My other ones go out to the bursar's office. Will I be able to finish the semester? The year? Can I get other loans? Can I admitted next year if I take a break? Next thing - I may get a job soon, yay! Amherst farmers supply as the part-time floater. as long as i'm getting some money i should be fine. next note - I've had random intermittent vomiting so I'll be taking a barium swallow soon and see what's going on in there. Lordy. Next thing.... I should prolly go to sleep soon but i just had 2 cups of coffee. Next thing, I found a lutheran church. Who knew that at a school with over 25000 students, that only 2-4 lutherans would actually attend church. Staggering results, I know. Proximo, I got a haircut, it's short. I like it, but don't think I'll be going this short again. I'll make the best out of it while it lasts though. That should be it for today. Well, yes, there's still a lot on my mind I would like to express, but that would be a rather long blog post wouldn't it? I guess it does make up for about the month I've missed...
[Bai][Bai]
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Time for quizzes!!
You Are a Life Blogger! |
 Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And you make it as entertaining as possible. You may be guilty of over-sharing a bit on your blog, but you can't help it. Your life is truly an open book. Or in this case, an open blog! |
You Are Freaky and Funny |
 You're the type of person who can sit all day without feeling bored or boring others. You find the world entertaining. There's always something going on that you can riff on. You give a first impression of being eccentric. Luckily, most people find your weird ways to be highly entertaining. You are an armchair philosopher. You are constantly developing your unique, quirky take on life. |
You Are Creative |
 You are the type of person who always has to be creating something - whether it's something beautiful or something useful. You enjoy getting involved in huge projects. Your projects usually don't have a beginning or an ending. You are always ready to mix things up a bit and do something different. You're constantly looking for inspiration. You are unique and special. And you have learned how to uses your strengths well. |
Your Brain is Conceptual |
 You can't help but look at the big picture. You're good at putting things together. You think long term. You always have a vision for the future and an idea of how you want things to be. You are a very intuitive person. Even though you are constantly thinking, it feels like answers just appear for you. You enjoy a challenge, especially an intellectual one. You are constantly taking the initiative and pushing yourself. |
You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut |
 A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image. On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex. You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time. Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence. |
You Are a Frappuccino |
 At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern At your worst, you are: childish and too indulgent You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low |
Your Gift is Imagination |
 You are constantly dreaming. You are always thinking about what could be. You love to express yourself in many ways. You have a way with words and tell vivid stories. You love to be amused. You are good entertaining yourself, and other people find you hilarious. You're the type of person who finds staying happy easy. There's always fun to be had! |
You Hike Through Life |
 Your journey through life is challenging, exhilarating, and at times difficult. You are curious about the world, and you're willing to go off the beaten path to satisfy your thirst for knowledge. Your mind is always alert and churning something over. You enjoy solving problems, and adversity makes you feel alive. You are both independent and skeptical. You often need to see something with your own eyes before you'll believe it. |
A Lily Says You're Very Enticing |
 You are playful, flirty, and friendly. You can easily light up a room... or someone's heart. Your unique personality attracts a lot of attention! Your cute ways get you in trouble. People can't help but be a little jealous of you. |
You See Possibilities in Your Future |
 Five years from now, you could be doing any number of things. You're setting yourself up for an interesting future. You aren't ruling anything out, but you're still being proactive. You welcome any number of possibilities. Ten years from now, you will have made some interesting choices. And you'll still have a few key decisions to make. No doubt about it, your life is headed in an amazing direction. What exact direction is up to you. |
You Are a Lizard |
 You are intuitive and sensitive. You pay close attention to your subconscious and your dreams. You embrace your fears and the darker side of life. It's easy for you to be detached and objective when you need to be. You are able to let go easily. You don't get attached to much. And considering how often you change course, people shouldn't get too attached to you. |
You Make Big Waves |
 You're type of person who gets carried away from time to time. You tend to think and life big. You believe that there can't be too much of a good thing... until you get too much. You can overwhelm other people with your enthusiasm, but they know that your heart is in the right place. Once you get rolling with an idea or plan, it's hard for you to stop. You can get really caught up in the moment! |
Thursday, September 23, 2010
50th post!
wow... I'm already at the 50th post! Anyway, so my poetry book is still expanding, and I submitted my comics to the collegian. Currently, I'm broke, so I'm going to hang out about 30 posters all over and try to get some business. So, I went to Kendo tonight, and I have a giant open callous/blister on my big toe, along with other callouses/blisters oooouuuch. I only have like 1 thing due for hw tomorrow, thank goodness b/c I had 4 things due today in all of my 4 classes. Ay. Anyway... so that's abt it for now. Wish me luck in my business!
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Spacial Proximity
So...Amherst is interesting... haven't really made too many friends yet, but I'm working on it. I'm involved in fencing right now (starting my 6 wk-training ay ay ay) also Kendo (which is Japanese fencing) and anime club. I think that's enough clubs for the semester. Classes aren't really difficult, but they do all take time. My fave classes so far : intro to linguistic theory, and science fiction. the latter one more about the books than the actual lecture.
quick note: last night my roommate and I got in BIG trouble for playing around (sparring, but we won't tell them that) at like midnight.... whoops. My first all nighter in Amherst (we stayed up til like 6) and it wasn't even for school, lol.
I'm continuing to work on my comic, and also trying to finish my poetry journal. I WILL publish it. It just takes time to fill the whole thing up. I've had some people read over what I have so far, and they really do seem to like it/ connect with it, which is what I want, so I would feel accomplished as a writer if my readers have a connection with the words. Let me tell you, my writing is CRAZY, but it totally makes sense and I love to weave them intricately until they prey upon your mind with oddity and wonder of what could be and a different look as to what is. He he he.
I believe that's all I have to record for now, but... right now I don't have internet at my house. :( We were supposed to have service til the end of Sept, but, that didn't happen, so now I'm at a starbucks doing all the usual stuff.
quick note: last night my roommate and I got in BIG trouble for playing around (sparring, but we won't tell them that) at like midnight.... whoops. My first all nighter in Amherst (we stayed up til like 6) and it wasn't even for school, lol.
I'm continuing to work on my comic, and also trying to finish my poetry journal. I WILL publish it. It just takes time to fill the whole thing up. I've had some people read over what I have so far, and they really do seem to like it/ connect with it, which is what I want, so I would feel accomplished as a writer if my readers have a connection with the words. Let me tell you, my writing is CRAZY, but it totally makes sense and I love to weave them intricately until they prey upon your mind with oddity and wonder of what could be and a different look as to what is. He he he.
I believe that's all I have to record for now, but... right now I don't have internet at my house. :( We were supposed to have service til the end of Sept, but, that didn't happen, so now I'm at a starbucks doing all the usual stuff.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Hovering Cupcakes
That's the title of my new comic, a ha ha! Well, i love comics in general, so i decided to make my own. I'll submit it to the collegiate first, and then get some feedback hopefully. It's mainly about puns, internet references, and cupcakes. I'm excited :D I have a page done so far, but I think that's enough for one night. WHY THE HECK AM I UP AT 2:13 IN THE MORNING??? huh... I guess I lost track of time there. Anyway, I just looove doing random stuff. ttyl!
Beetle
so... here's another song that is relevant to parts of my life...Changing by Saosin. look it up, it rocks.
You fall apart each time you start to say goodbye
But there is nobody watching.
(nobody watching)
You've watched your grip, you step and slip but don't know why.
And this is just the beginning.
(just the beginning)
You had the hopes to make it last, it's moving fast.
And now you're realizing.
(realizing)
That in the past, the dreams you had make people feel
Like you were just reciting.
(just reciting)
Bathing in the afterglow;
A chance at luck and pride.
Where we end up we can never know.
And all I know is we seem to be
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
Fading, all these lights just turn to gray.
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
But the strange thing
Is that I don't feel a thing.
This is an act, stop holding back. The things you lost
Cannot replace what's missing.
(replace what's missing)
And from the start you played the part and now your heart's
Become a great deception.
Bathing in the afterglow;
A chance at luck and pride.
When we end up we can never know.
All I know is we seem to be
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
Fading, all these lights just turn to gray.
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
But the strange thing
Is that I don't feel a thing.
One last breath to say goodbye.
I tell myself another lie.
Stripped of all I hold so dear.
The moment's lost.
And I am sinking down lower,
I drown myself in the water.
And I am watching my life pass before my eyes,
It comes as no surprise.
You fall apart and then you stop.
You fall apart and then you stop.
You fall apart and then you...
Stop.
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
Fading, all these lights just turn to gray.
Now I'm changing, better to turn and walk away.
But the strange thing
Is that I don't feel a thing.
You fall apart and then you stop.
You fall apart and then you stop.
You fall apart and then you...
Stop.
You fall apart each time you start to say goodbye
But there is nobody watching.
(nobody watching)
You've watched your grip, you step and slip but don't know why.
And this is just the beginning.
(just the beginning)
You had the hopes to make it last, it's moving fast.
And now you're realizing.
(realizing)
That in the past, the dreams you had make people feel
Like you were just reciting.
(just reciting)
Bathing in the afterglow;
A chance at luck and pride.
Where we end up we can never know.
And all I know is we seem to be
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
Fading, all these lights just turn to gray.
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
But the strange thing
Is that I don't feel a thing.
This is an act, stop holding back. The things you lost
Cannot replace what's missing.
(replace what's missing)
And from the start you played the part and now your heart's
Become a great deception.
Bathing in the afterglow;
A chance at luck and pride.
When we end up we can never know.
All I know is we seem to be
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
Fading, all these lights just turn to gray.
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
But the strange thing
Is that I don't feel a thing.
One last breath to say goodbye.
I tell myself another lie.
Stripped of all I hold so dear.
The moment's lost.
And I am sinking down lower,
I drown myself in the water.
And I am watching my life pass before my eyes,
It comes as no surprise.
You fall apart and then you stop.
You fall apart and then you stop.
You fall apart and then you...
Stop.
Changing, better to turn and walk away.
Fading, all these lights just turn to gray.
Now I'm changing, better to turn and walk away.
But the strange thing
Is that I don't feel a thing.
You fall apart and then you stop.
You fall apart and then you stop.
You fall apart and then you...
Stop.
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