102 + weather

so, just being laid-back in summer. not much to do in this lil ol city o mine.
after Emily left, there's only a few ppl to hang out with, but of course everybody's busy w/their own lives.
what's new....
Desiree (an ex-employee) is back at work, so she lightens the mood...
hm....i need to do the stupid stafford loan, and hopefully Obama's stimulus stuff will help me pay for college...we shall see
I'm gonna find out what blood type i am so i can "eat right for my blood type"
I can't wait for kickboxing tomorrow. :)
i got a tae-bo dvd, we'll see how i like it.
not much to report, just feel like blogging randomly
my long nails are hindering my score on typing maniac
I wonder what my AP score is...
.... bye bye

i need to make an amv, i haven't done one in a while

Pomp, Circumstance, Road Trip

Well, graduation was June 6, but u know, better to report now than never.

So, u know, it was cool. I didn't study or anything so i didn't make it into the top 10%, so it was just a normal graduation. It didn't feel like anything significant, just going through the motions. So, it's done. Most of my high school life was wasted.

On another note, I just finished a road trip w/ my AWESOME friend Emily, who came down from Alaska. We went to Schlitterbahn for 2 days, then San Antonio for 2 days, (which included riverwalk, river center mall, alamo, 6 flags), then Corpus Christi for 3 days, which we spent most of the time there @ the beach. It was cool, and I'm basically out of $ right now. however, i did get
-really pretty hip scarf
-batman cape X)
-(working) stereo boombox purse
-other cool stuff

We rode pultergeist SIX times.... and superman three... master blaster and dragon's revenge twice... it was really cool.

The only thing was that my friend Lacey couldn't go. :(

And then sad for emily, but routine for me, I invited the "old gang" to my pool to swim and reminisce w/Emily since none of them have seen her in 5 years, but only Lacey showed up.
Yup, the fact that my "friends" were fake: proven - to Emily's dismay.

Well, I guess that's enough update for a while. I dunno who even reads this but I'm going to write anyway.

TTFN!

The Results Show

So, after all the work drama happened:
I am never closing again. ever.
so, this cuts my hours by abt 4 or 5, which isn't that bad.
However,
i still need to talk to my boss b/c apparently she doesn't think i feel that sorry abt it or something like that.
I don't have as much respect
I don't make the schedule
I face my shame every day when I see "Emergency #s" and "Beware of Dog" written on the back door.
But,
I'm not fired.

bleh.

On another note: I've chosen my college: Sterling
faaaaaar away, and I think it is a good all-around school.

Who thought this up?

Well, the past few days I've been bombarded with negative images of what my life's gonna be like. I'll be in debt, choose the wrong college, choose the wrong major, chose the wrong parent, chose the wrong state, etc, etc.
Well,
now, I've left the back door open to the store. (where I work)
there's an old dog who lives there.
I closed the door, did some stuff, head was already out-of-whack from crazy stuff, and then took out trash, and forgot to check back door.
No more than 30 min after I leave, patrolling cop sees door open, is almost attacked by dog, and tazers her.
Obvious to say, I am never working at Accent on Pets again.
I'm glad that Mercy's alive.

Hm. Thinking maybe choose a day for everybody who works there to grill me and then take my leave officially.

Now, before you say it was just one mistake. I've forgotten stuff at closing before, and I'm the one who's been there the longest so i should know what I'm doing. No doubt everybody there hates me right now and will be forever disappointed.

I can't work there ever again because most likely:
- no one will forgive me
- I will feel death stares for the remainder
- I will have no respect
- I deserve whatever criticism will be talked about every day
- I will be reminded every day about what could've happened to Mercy

so. now I have no job. that's it.

Decisions, decisions....

Well, my original plan was to go to Sterling College in KS w/ tuition being 9 grand b/c of scholarships + room and board and stuff.
But NOW, i have another option: I could stay w/my boss and have a floor to myself w/good rent rate and go to a closer college.
So....
dorm vs floor
social vs a lil less social?
no guarantee of job vs part-time
far vs close
christian vs secular (or christian)
out of state rate vs in-state
accepted vs possible registration (w/connections)

AAAAaaHHHhhh! I don't know what to do!

there are so many pros and cons to both of them. I just don't know what path to go on. anyone wanna help me choose?

Prom

I'll have to address it sooner or later...

even though, i've already been to a prom, not what i expected.
We took pictures yahda, yahda,
we took a limo, kinda cool,
went to eat, ok, tasty,
then prom.
...
yeah.
I had to drag around my date the whole time and he couldn't dance! at ALL. I had little interest in him in the first place, but this just confirmed he is NOT the guy for me. He had a "I dunno what do u wanna do?" attitude the whole night. It was more irksome than endearing.

Project prom was fun when i beat ppl at games, but, same annoyance and etc.
However, I did win a sweet webcam.

Yeah, that's it.

Nonsense

So, epic fails right now
-trip to Arlington -cancelled
- off day on 2nd -called off
- big giddings rabbit show on 2nd - too late
- big NHS car wash on 2nd - too late
- forgot teacher snack cookies - too late
- gave coworker 9th off - Y is it bad? b/c...
- my host sister's going away party... 9th - will be majorly late
- debate banquet - taste of asia

however...
- got a new car, won't have to pay insurance :)
- finished an awesome anime series
- have started on my book again (now w/a very helpful source)

and in the meantime...
-prom
-graduation
-friend's coming down to visit
-must survive last month of school-

I'm having a bittersweet kinda week

this is also to catch up on my month's absence on the blog

I was gonna end this post at that, but this is my blog and i can format it however the heck I want. mwahahahaha! take THAT internet templates!
anyway...
ugh.
-debate's all gone down the toilet. not all that happy abt it, but that's y i plan stuff on my own, which is the core event in june.
-this stupid teacher snack thing's gonna dock me from potential 10 pts. which i don't have, how am i supposed to get my stoll?
-i sold 5 rabbits this weekend, which is good, but i still have 7 rabbits, 5 sets of cages, like 23 or so feeders, abt 15 bowls, parts to a watering system, 3 carriers, pedigrees to file and email, find the binder they're in... bleh
-of course my sister is leaving the day of the macroeco ap exam, so i'll have to go to sleep at like 5 pm, get to the airport @ 3 am, go take the test at 7:30 am. etc...
-my car doesn't have cruise control, but i can deal
-I'm dating some one right now, thank goodness he doesn't know abt this blog... b/c i don't know if i have any feelings for him or not or what the heck's wrong w/me
- the book is going to take forever since i'm starting over...omg, it'll be like 200 pages at least and that's a lot of time and research and work
-prom.... well, at least i'll be in a limo, hopefully i'll lose some lbs, fit in the dress perfectly have a good time i guess...
- graduation and party will be fun i guess, finally move on to something worth my time
-however, the fact remains college is expensive and i have no savings...
i can't afford college, i have to get loans, but i have no credit, bleh
-being sick for the weekend never helps my mood at all
-i'm totally excited for my friend coming down so we can have a road trip
-i'm so ready to get out of high school. I'm barely surviving right now. there's no point to the last 6 wks. the only subject i care abt is eco so i can get my college credit.
-i feel sorry for whoever just read all that, however i am appreciative. I think that's enough typing for one night.