Fun with stereotypes

let's see if you get it ;)

Ok, so I was walking down the shopping center to my work, and this old woman comes up to me and tries to sell me perfume. I'm on the sidewalk... So, I tell her that today is her off day, and she apologizes, but gives me a small sample anyway. MLIA

omg, so I was like, walking like, to my sweat house of a job, and this old bag comes up to me and starts nagging me abt this smelly skunk spray. I tell her to f*ck off and then she still kept spouting sh*t and wouldn't shut up. omg, MLIA

As I perused the view on my way to work, this nice elderly woman approaches me and starts to sell me a fragrance. In order to halt this incessant rouse, I inform the madam that today is her off day, and she doesn't need to work so hard. She appreciates my sincerity in realizing her mistake, and so then sends me off with a small sample. MLIA

XD badababa ba, I'm lovin it! anyway, I'll come up w/more when i have more time

Part 2

The Week Before Christmas

Ok, so I was opening one morning, and some verses just came to me throughout the day. So here it is: the finished poem.

It was Christmas week and all through the store,
all the animals were stirring, the mice and more.
The groomers woke up with a tear of sorrow
knowing that 40 dogs would be coming tomorrow

Dogs, dogs, and dogs galore!
A Great Pyranese added to the chore,
as the boarders settled in all nice and merry,
the workers themselves were tired but wary,
all the water, food, and shelter set,
with demands from Angella to be met

There was still shopping to do and family to please,
enough to make you fall on your knees.
However Christmas finally came about,
"Happy Birthday Jesus!" was said throughout
and all the workers texted without a call,
Merry Christmas and Good Tidings to all!

Let it snow!

So, as I approach the end of the semester, I am at the point where there are basically 3 days left. Finals sched: Wed- Physical Sci , Thurs - Public Speaking, Fri - Mass Media. That's how it is for school. I am also packing for my trip back home, and basically have 1/4 of it done. Then, it started snowing! :) all productivity, down. lol. so...i think i'll study a lil tonight for my exam tomorrow, pack a bit, face the elements, and hopefully squish my stuff into my car.
Let's see, what else.. can't wait to actually have some income again. My balance right now is basically 90 some-odd dollars, so basically just enough to make it down to Houston. One thing I'm looking forward to is seeing the Frisco square Christmas lights! I'm totally taking video. :D so, that's probably gonna be our only stop, but yeah.... I wonder how i'm going to get my closet packed up into my car... and my desk... i have a lot of books. I need a box.
Anyway, for now I'm enjoying the one-final-a-day thing, and am loving the snow. I even made my first (second, and third) snow angel! mmm....Snapple's pretty good right now.

Breaking up is hard to do...

Not that I was in a dating relationship or anything, but as you (who's you? who even reads this? comment if u do b/c I don't think I'm talking to anybody...) might know, I will soon be transferring from Sterling College.
Now, this was an uber-hard decision, but after lots of thought, prayer, and opinions, I have finally decided what the course will be for the rest of my undergrad college life. Reasons:
-Much, much, much, cheaper to go to Tomball college for the semester
-Will have a job, so will have steady income.
-Wanted to transfer to a linguistics school, but it was too late by the time I thought abt it, so it's easier to pay for that school if i just get gen eds out of the way at a cheaper college and have a better schedule that will help regiment me to find motivation for my grades.
-Just have a feeling that i've learned what i needed to at Sterling, and feel God is telling me to move on to the next step
-my gut is telling me

So, It was a really hard decision, but my head finally feels clear, and it hasn't felt that way in a long, long, time. I feel this is what I need to do and have accepted my own decision.
I will dearly miss the people at Sterling, but this is something that I have to do.

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Reflection upon lyrics

I think the first time I heard this song was when I was 4. I distinctly have a memory of being in my dad's truck, him putting in the tape, and this being my favorite song on there. The song is "All I Really Want" by Alanis Moorisette. Throughout the years, I have yet to grow out of this song. It continues to be one of those songs I can play repeatedly for several years. So, here are the lyrics for those of you who haven't heard of it. [It's also on the playlist if you scroll down a bit (just keep clicking next)]

Do I stress you out?
My sweater is on backwards and inside out
And you say how appropriate
I don't want to dissect everything today
I don't mean to pick you apart you see
But I can't help it
There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter

And all I really want is some patience
A way to calm the angry voice
And all I really want is deliverance
Do I wear you out?
You must wonder why I'm so relentless and all strung out
I'm consumed by the chill of solitary
I'm like Estella
I like to reel it in and then spit it out
I'm frustrated by your apathy
And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land
If only I could meet the Maker

And I am fascinated by the spiritual man
I am humbled by his humble nature
What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate
Someone else to catch this drift
And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred
Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute
Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while
The conflicts, the craziness and the sound of pretenses
Falling all around...all around
Why are you so petrified of silence?
Here can you handle this?


Did you think about your bills, your ex, your deadlines
Or when you think you're gonna die
Or did you long for the next distraction?
And all I need now is intellectual intercourse
A soul to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying
If only I could kill the killer

All I really want is some peace man
a place to find a common ground
And all I really want is a wavelength
All I really want is some comfort
A way to get my hands untied
And all I really want is some justice...

I don't know why this particular song has stuck out to me through all these years, but it has prevailed. Maybe because it's odd, or I really don't know...
If you're interested, other songs that can never get old to me are:
In the Beginning (as used in Anastasia)
Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon

Inspiration amongst the repetitive melancholy...

Well, b/c I made that anime list, I have decided to join myanimelist.net . If you want to look me up my alias is cybunny_lizzie . So....
If you are familiar w/any of my blogs from myspace (long, long, ago) you are familiar that besides the mundane trend of life that presents itself, I also scripted my poetry, prose, etc. I may feel the urge to do this randomly from this point on, so this is your warning. Anyway, also if you are familiar w/that particular piece of bandwidth, you will know that abt april or may of 2 yrs ago I was feeling very very very bored w/life, no matter how much exciting stuff was going on. Now that I have been absent from my job, besides my studies, there is nothing for me to focus my helpless mind on. Heck, even the school stuff is wierd. I feel like I'm in 4th grade again. Nobody that reads this blog (if anybody reads it) will know what that relates to, but none the less, I will blog because I feel like it and I feel I have a right to abuse free bandwidth. :)
So.... some random things....
new air freshner scent - hawaiian floral papaya stuff
halloween weekend - one of the most fun weekends in a long long long time
pink hair - plan to sport it some time
crosswords - bought a book and have been procrastinating with that b/c I am tired of fb and it's too cold to ride my bike and I don't really feel like watching another amv or anime right now...
D.I. - yeah, I need to work on that....
bye

For the geeks:

Well, I thought since I've watched a few animes, that I might as well post my top 10. I dunno if you'll appreciate it or not, but if you have spare time, here you go:

1. Code Geass - Lelouch of the Rebellion
2. Bleach
3. The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
4. Shakugan no Shana
5. Rosario + Vampire
6. Azumanga Daioh
7. Fullmetal Alchemist
8. This Ugly Yet Beautiful World
9. Inuyasha
10. Trigun

- I really don't know if Avatar is technically an anime, but if it is, then it's up there






As far as manga goes, I'd have to say (for girls at least):
1. Chibi Vampire
2. Fruits Basket

Well, there you go! If you find yourself on youtube w/spare time or at a bookstore looking for something interesting to browse, then remember this list.

Mis clases y vida colegio en general

Aren't u glad I'm not typing the actual blog in spanish? lol. Btw, if you don't know, that means "My classes and college life in general"
Ok, so in case you're wondering, I'm taking 15 hours this sem. This includes - in ranking of faves -
1. Mass Media, Self, and Society
2. Forensics Lab
3. Public Speaking
4. Foundation of Servant Leadership (H)
5. Concepts of Physical Fitness
6. Physical Science (w/concurrent Lab)

So far college is going great, we have to squeeze like 13 ppl at our lunch table. They're awesome, crazy, and I love 'em. I think I told you abt my roomies in my last blog....
It's great living on campus, and I can walk or ride my bike to everywhere in town, so I'm getting some exercise. Oh, and I live on the 2nd floor so I'll have some built calves by the end of the semester, ha ha. ....
Pink hair! darn. I was uploading a picture but it didn't work. If u have my facebook the pic's on there. It's just a small section, but I'm trying out different colors to see what works best, and then I may put in some semi-permanent stuff.

um.... I thought I had more to say, but I really don't. We've just been watching movies every weekend and stuff like that. We did go to the KS state fair 2 days ago tho. It was fun, but I didn't get to go on any rides. :( s'ok b/c a lot of people had homework. Right now, college isn't anymore difficult than high school, but we'll see how that goes toward the middle of the semester.

I really like it though. Oh, and there's this program our college is part of called "Best Semester" where you get to study abroad. I'm thinking of going to Russia or Costa Rica either 2nd sem soph or 2nd sem jr, b/c there's a language studies class I'm taking 1st sem jr yr. If I go on the trip to Russia, I'll be abt 7 hrs away from Zina and Marina!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited. :) But of course, I'm only 1/3 of the way through the 1st semester. If even that. Yeah, like 3 weeks. So, i'll tell u if anything comes up.... that's it for now.

P.S. Animes recently watching: Bleach (10?), Shakugan no Shana (2) , and MHS (2)

Scaling the Andes

Andes mints that is. :) I had a box of 28 mints and ate the whole thing in 2 days. Whoops. Oh well.
Anyway, transition into college is a cinch so far. My roomies are all wonderful : there's Kaitie, Alex, and Sarah (all from KS). Besides the fact that it's always at least a 15 degree diff between here and houston, it's all right. My classes are pretty interesting so far. All except Physical Science b/c so far it's really easy, and the fact that all my other classes are in the morning and this one class is at 2:10 everyday. The good thing is that I only have a max of 3 classes a day.
I can walk to class for everywhere I need to go, and the town is so small that I ride my bike practically everyday. So, I like it so far.
On a different note, this weekend I'll be traveling to Tyler, TX (around there anyway) to go to the Center for Creative Media) which I strongly considered applying to. It's for the ppl interested in media production and such. I'll already know the campus, and they're an awesome organization so I think it'll be fun.
Now, in lull of all this crazy college life, I still miss all my tomball ppl dearly, just so u know. ;)

I think that's all I have to report right now. TTYL!

Procrastination Hurts

Well, I said I was packing on the last post, but I only got like 2 boxes packed. I AM FINALLY FINISHED W/THE PET STORE WINDOW! will take a pic of it in the morning. Anyway, so b/c of my delay, i only have a few hours to pack everything i need for college. I don't even have a poem for debate yet!!! GAH! and, who knows where that poetry slam book went. I was gonna get something out of that. I have finished my term at Accent on Pets for now, but will return next summer and resume work there, and at the Pet Stop. :) but, as for now, my balance is abt to reduce significantly thx to books for classes, medical insurance, and other such costs.
Hey, how am i supposed to to taebo in an itty-bitty dorm??? I suppose i can go down to the basement w/the big tv and den when nobody's there, but we'll see abt that. Maybe my roomies can join me and we can do turbo and taebo. :D I really wanna continue kickboxing when i'm in college. so, how can i go abt infusing dance, kickboxing, bellydancing, and taebo into one??? we shall see... after regular college stuff of course.
On another note, I had a good last day in Tomball. The core all had dinner together, attempted bowling, but then ended up @ my house like usual, lol. But it was fun. I'm gonna miss those guys so much. <3
All i have to do now, is:
set up Maxine's spay
get my last 2 paychecks
pack
buy dog food
get heartworm tests for pooches
buy revolution or advantix
get tb test results
pack
.......I think that's it. bye bye! :D

Closer and closer...

So, abt 9 days until I go off to college. I looked at the sched for orientation, and may I say it looks AWESOME. On another note, I recieved my CD from Hungary, and now have Best of Unique! I'm SO inspired to make a video now w/more music in my library. So far my pets at sterling are gonna be: - Stewie the plastic crawfish
- ? the singing felt parrot
- my tank of tiger barbs :D
I have the tank, but I'm gonna have to ask Carol abt how to set it up. I called Petco in Hutch, and they use a dechlorinator, but no stress coat..... of course, tetras are more sensitive so.... whatever, we'll just see what condition they are in when I browse.
Speaking of pets, this is my last week @ my job in Tomball. It's so wierd. I'll prolly get called on abt schedules, fish, or prices though. No doubt I'll get texted about what price n-bones are while i'm gone or something. I was thinking of painting some things around the grooming door b/c it's so lifeless and needs some pizazz. We'll see when I talk it over w/Angella. Also, I could prolly build a website. (Cuz I have like.....6) but 2 are abt to shut down :( . That means a new one! :)
ANYWAY, yeah, it's all wierd.
found my class ring :)
I'm packing right now and I realize I have a lot more stuff than I realized. The hard part is deciding what NOT to bring, and then deciding what will all fit in 2 cars.
On the way to KS, I will be learning French w/a CD. :D I already know 1-10 in french by listening to the song 2 times, so I assume in a 12-hour drive I'll get to learn the basic vocabulary or grammatical structure.
Can't wait to get those shoes Desiree promised me!
Hm.... what else.... I'm gonna miss my Tomball ppl. A lot.
I think that's it. Bye bye dearie!

And the final score is...

WOO HOO!!!! I got a 5 on my eco exam! :D I was uber happy when i got my score in.
So, anyway, 20 days until Sterling. Wow, it's wierd... I'm finally going off to college. I'll be leaving a lot of things, but I'm totally ready for college. Have been for a long time. Anyway.... Yet again, not much to report.

102 + weather

so, just being laid-back in summer. not much to do in this lil ol city o mine.
after Emily left, there's only a few ppl to hang out with, but of course everybody's busy w/their own lives.
what's new....
Desiree (an ex-employee) is back at work, so she lightens the mood...
hm....i need to do the stupid stafford loan, and hopefully Obama's stimulus stuff will help me pay for college...we shall see
I'm gonna find out what blood type i am so i can "eat right for my blood type"
I can't wait for kickboxing tomorrow. :)
i got a tae-bo dvd, we'll see how i like it.
not much to report, just feel like blogging randomly
my long nails are hindering my score on typing maniac
I wonder what my AP score is...
.... bye bye

i need to make an amv, i haven't done one in a while

Pomp, Circumstance, Road Trip

Well, graduation was June 6, but u know, better to report now than never.

So, u know, it was cool. I didn't study or anything so i didn't make it into the top 10%, so it was just a normal graduation. It didn't feel like anything significant, just going through the motions. So, it's done. Most of my high school life was wasted.

On another note, I just finished a road trip w/ my AWESOME friend Emily, who came down from Alaska. We went to Schlitterbahn for 2 days, then San Antonio for 2 days, (which included riverwalk, river center mall, alamo, 6 flags), then Corpus Christi for 3 days, which we spent most of the time there @ the beach. It was cool, and I'm basically out of $ right now. however, i did get
-really pretty hip scarf
-batman cape X)
-(working) stereo boombox purse
-other cool stuff

We rode pultergeist SIX times.... and superman three... master blaster and dragon's revenge twice... it was really cool.

The only thing was that my friend Lacey couldn't go. :(

And then sad for emily, but routine for me, I invited the "old gang" to my pool to swim and reminisce w/Emily since none of them have seen her in 5 years, but only Lacey showed up.
Yup, the fact that my "friends" were fake: proven - to Emily's dismay.

Well, I guess that's enough update for a while. I dunno who even reads this but I'm going to write anyway.

TTFN!

The Results Show

So, after all the work drama happened:
I am never closing again. ever.
so, this cuts my hours by abt 4 or 5, which isn't that bad.
However,
i still need to talk to my boss b/c apparently she doesn't think i feel that sorry abt it or something like that.
I don't have as much respect
I don't make the schedule
I face my shame every day when I see "Emergency #s" and "Beware of Dog" written on the back door.
But,
I'm not fired.

bleh.

On another note: I've chosen my college: Sterling
faaaaaar away, and I think it is a good all-around school.

Who thought this up?

Well, the past few days I've been bombarded with negative images of what my life's gonna be like. I'll be in debt, choose the wrong college, choose the wrong major, chose the wrong parent, chose the wrong state, etc, etc.
Well,
now, I've left the back door open to the store. (where I work)
there's an old dog who lives there.
I closed the door, did some stuff, head was already out-of-whack from crazy stuff, and then took out trash, and forgot to check back door.
No more than 30 min after I leave, patrolling cop sees door open, is almost attacked by dog, and tazers her.
Obvious to say, I am never working at Accent on Pets again.
I'm glad that Mercy's alive.

Hm. Thinking maybe choose a day for everybody who works there to grill me and then take my leave officially.

Now, before you say it was just one mistake. I've forgotten stuff at closing before, and I'm the one who's been there the longest so i should know what I'm doing. No doubt everybody there hates me right now and will be forever disappointed.

I can't work there ever again because most likely:
- no one will forgive me
- I will feel death stares for the remainder
- I will have no respect
- I deserve whatever criticism will be talked about every day
- I will be reminded every day about what could've happened to Mercy

so. now I have no job. that's it.

Decisions, decisions....

Well, my original plan was to go to Sterling College in KS w/ tuition being 9 grand b/c of scholarships + room and board and stuff.
But NOW, i have another option: I could stay w/my boss and have a floor to myself w/good rent rate and go to a closer college.
So....
dorm vs floor
social vs a lil less social?
no guarantee of job vs part-time
far vs close
christian vs secular (or christian)
out of state rate vs in-state
accepted vs possible registration (w/connections)

AAAAaaHHHhhh! I don't know what to do!

there are so many pros and cons to both of them. I just don't know what path to go on. anyone wanna help me choose?

Prom

I'll have to address it sooner or later...

even though, i've already been to a prom, not what i expected.
We took pictures yahda, yahda,
we took a limo, kinda cool,
went to eat, ok, tasty,
then prom.
...
yeah.
I had to drag around my date the whole time and he couldn't dance! at ALL. I had little interest in him in the first place, but this just confirmed he is NOT the guy for me. He had a "I dunno what do u wanna do?" attitude the whole night. It was more irksome than endearing.

Project prom was fun when i beat ppl at games, but, same annoyance and etc.
However, I did win a sweet webcam.

Yeah, that's it.

Nonsense

So, epic fails right now
-trip to Arlington -cancelled
- off day on 2nd -called off
- big giddings rabbit show on 2nd - too late
- big NHS car wash on 2nd - too late
- forgot teacher snack cookies - too late
- gave coworker 9th off - Y is it bad? b/c...
- my host sister's going away party... 9th - will be majorly late
- debate banquet - taste of asia

however...
- got a new car, won't have to pay insurance :)
- finished an awesome anime series
- have started on my book again (now w/a very helpful source)

and in the meantime...
-prom
-graduation
-friend's coming down to visit
-must survive last month of school-

I'm having a bittersweet kinda week

this is also to catch up on my month's absence on the blog

I was gonna end this post at that, but this is my blog and i can format it however the heck I want. mwahahahaha! take THAT internet templates!
anyway...
ugh.
-debate's all gone down the toilet. not all that happy abt it, but that's y i plan stuff on my own, which is the core event in june.
-this stupid teacher snack thing's gonna dock me from potential 10 pts. which i don't have, how am i supposed to get my stoll?
-i sold 5 rabbits this weekend, which is good, but i still have 7 rabbits, 5 sets of cages, like 23 or so feeders, abt 15 bowls, parts to a watering system, 3 carriers, pedigrees to file and email, find the binder they're in... bleh
-of course my sister is leaving the day of the macroeco ap exam, so i'll have to go to sleep at like 5 pm, get to the airport @ 3 am, go take the test at 7:30 am. etc...
-my car doesn't have cruise control, but i can deal
-I'm dating some one right now, thank goodness he doesn't know abt this blog... b/c i don't know if i have any feelings for him or not or what the heck's wrong w/me
- the book is going to take forever since i'm starting over...omg, it'll be like 200 pages at least and that's a lot of time and research and work
-prom.... well, at least i'll be in a limo, hopefully i'll lose some lbs, fit in the dress perfectly have a good time i guess...
- graduation and party will be fun i guess, finally move on to something worth my time
-however, the fact remains college is expensive and i have no savings...
i can't afford college, i have to get loans, but i have no credit, bleh
-being sick for the weekend never helps my mood at all
-i'm totally excited for my friend coming down so we can have a road trip
-i'm so ready to get out of high school. I'm barely surviving right now. there's no point to the last 6 wks. the only subject i care abt is eco so i can get my college credit.
-i feel sorry for whoever just read all that, however i am appreciative. I think that's enough typing for one night.

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The lonliest number is the #1 ....

Ok, i'm very unique. I wouldn't trade that fact for anything in the world. I like where I am right now, and I like who I am. However, besides God, apparently there's not a single human being around me that is actually compatable with me. Ugh. It sucks! I'm too out-there, I'm too much of a night owl, I'm too social, grr.... all of my frienda are unreliable, and frankly, i don't know if they even care. (talking abt the ones that live close to me anyway) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHADSFLADF'K'FKWEPM 'DF KA'KOFW4EPMRF 'WEPKFA WEOR093T' MA;UI4E JTOPA' IAETR09 WER9OUW3 RP0Uwp3ur49 auirf aweir an98w3r7w84eur;p30-et3;45i20 ]efpi43t p!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A swarm of bad luck encompassed in one hour...

So, I get out of school, driving to Sonic to get some food. I order, then I wait.
and wait.
and wait.
The manager comes out and tells me that the guy in front of me probably took my order. So, I get my meal for free, but now 25 min is wasted.
I'm rushing off to work, and this guy pulls out in front of me when turning, and I almost crash into him. I swerve to not hit him, into the opp. turning lane, where another car is also pulling into. Luckily, nobody hit anybody, but the truck that pulled in front of me, starts to rush away. I pursue him in order to obtain his liscence plate #.
I finally get to work, and as I ate my food, I bit my lip. Ouch.

so, it's a good luck/ bad luck situation.

and yet, none of this even smidged my interest as it probably should.

There's cream in my coffee, but the sugar content is seriously lacking...

Now, sitting in front of me is a white chocolate mocha. Yes, it has cream and sugar. However, in the variable epidemic of life, there's merit to the actions deposited every day, but there is no extra zing as I usually reiterate in my blogs. Addressing this oh-so-matter-of-a-fact is just one way I deal with life. This is a short blog, but I felt the urge to type my current enthrallment yet again.

P.S. I'm really missing Zina right now. I miss my best friend. :(